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    It’s been over four years since Dean saw Castiel take his last step off that ledge. Now a sophomore in college, he’s finally worked up the courage to read Cas’s journal.

    Along the way, Dean discovers things he never thought he’d find and learns some new things about himself that he didn’t want to uncover.

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    Despite being one of the biggest names in music Dean Winchester’s career has been labeled a crash and burn. With one night stands every other night, a mouthy attitude, and a drug addiction, not even his manager thinks he’ll make it past thirty. None of that seems to change when he moves to New York to help his recently widowed brother.
    Dean hadn’t expected more from the move then to sleep on an old couch, and look after some kids, but plans are changed when he meets Sam’s next door neighbour, Castiel Novak
    Left between balancing his drug addiction, babysitting, his new crush for an extremely taken man, and his own crumbling career, the tipping point seems to be approaching sooner then Dean had ever expected.

    *trigger warning for drug abuse, and more

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    Castiel and Dean first met in a barn. At least, that's the first time Dean remembers meeting Cas.

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    You decide to teach Dean the value of good manners and patience.

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    Sam Winchester is dead. Dead. There's no bringing him back from the grips of death. Not this time, and Dean doesn't know what to do. He can't function. He's angry with himself, the universe, and everything else that happens to remind him of Sam or of the guilt he carries around every day. Because, naturally, Dean blames himself for the inability to save his brother this time.
    She knows he has to process, to find some sense of purpose in Sam's absence. She does everything she can to help Dean...
    But when it's all said and done, will Dean acknowledge all her efforts? And will Dean be able to live with himself?

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    Castiel thinks he's useless now that he's losing his angelic abilites.

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    Dean struggles to understand why his car is gone — even though Sam told him it’s at the shop.

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    [This fic takes place after Leviathan!Cas when tensions are high and Cas's guilt is thick. Cas appears in Dean's motel room, injured after an altercation with the angels. Dean plays nursemaid.]

    “Uh, Cas,” Dean cleared his throat. "How come I can still see your wings? I usually never see them for more than a couple’a seconds at a time.” Dean peered over Cas’s shoulder, letting the washcloth lag over his collarbone as curiosity got the better of him.

    Cas took in a sharp breath and retreated just slightly from Dean’s proximity. “I seem to be having trouble stowing them away entirely. My apologies, they became slightly damaged in the altercation.”

    Dean furrowed his brow. “What do you mean, ‘entirely?’

    “What you see is only their shadow; not their physical form. I keep them in a different plane of existence, but when they need tending to it becomes… more difficult to keep them hidden.” Cas’s body language was steely, as usual, and hard to read.

    “You mean what I’ve been seeing is just some heavenly jacked-up angel-juice projection? You have actual, physical wings, like with feathers and crap?” Dean raised his eyebrows in amazement, but Cas seemed tense.

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    Basically, Dean tries out eyeliner; angst ensues.

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    **EDIT**
    The story has taken on a life of its own so I have changed around some of the tags! Take a look for some hints about what is to come!

     

    In the beginning, when God first sparked light into the lower realm, a creature was born from the first shadow cast. Forgotten and left devoid of God’s light, it began to covet it, to crave it, and then, in an attempt to complete itself, it began to consume it.

    The First Shadow; a biblical boogeyman used to scare young fledglings who strayed from God's will. It was just a myth, that is until angels begin to disappear by the dozens from a newly reorganized Heaven. When her investigation turns up nothing, Hannah, desperate to keep the dwindling number of her brethren safe, enlists the help of Castiel and the Winchesters. They're on the case! However, when the trenchcoat-clad seraph is the next to go missing, it's a race against time to find him before the scary story becomes deadly truth.

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    Dean regrets breaking things off with Cas. But maybe, this was for the best.

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    “You told me in tongues.” Dean snaps “Can you try it again in English?”

    At his side, Cass bristles. “My deal is when I’m happy he will take me.”

    “Dean.” He begins. “The things that can make me happy are numbered. When the Shadow peered inside my mind, it saw everything. My feelings of inadequacy and uselessness, my greatest fears, my enemies… the people I love.”

    “I’m not saying you made the wrong call Cass.” He says gently. “Just - why didn’t you tell us?”

    “What would that have done?”

    “Something.” Dean insists. “We'd have gone face to face with that monster!”

    “There it is.” Cass says softly. “What good would that have done? The thing that could make me happy… facing off against the being who wishes to take it all away?”

    That gives Dean pause. “Me and Sam… we make you happy?”

    “Yes.” Cass says carefully. “Being with you and Sam brings me great joy.”

    “Dean.” Cass says sternly, catching his attention. “Once I thought that you knew. You are a connoisseur in matters such as this. Now, that we're in a place that is all our own, I think you’re ready to hear this.”

    Dean’s been ready for the past hour, but okay.

    “You make me unbelievably happy Dean.”

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    "My feelings have become my biggest enemy."

    ~~~

    A short 15x03 coda.

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    You find Dean smashing the Impala outside Bobby's house after his talk with Sam about John's death; he cries in your arms. Later, you comfort him after he has a nightmare and tell him how much you love him. (Set in season 2, episode 2)
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    Dean Winchester x Reader
    No smut here.

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    Five years ago, Dean Winchester started to have dreams. First, they were fun. He and his brother were fighting supernatural creatures. Fun, right? But then, his dreams turned into nightmares. Nightmares so vivid and painful, Dean couldn't function anymore. After long persuasion, Dean agrees, very reluctantly, to visit a psychologist. He's not awaiting much from his sessions. And he's definitely not prepared for his life to turn upside down.

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    Since the moment Castiel first meets Dean Winchester, he feels obliged to help him. But the more they meet the more Castiel's life gets complicated and soon he's stuck with a decision. Should he maintain his therapeutic integrity, or should he act on the feelings he knows are brewing deep inside him? If only he could make a sense of what's going on around him.

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    They made it six days into their impromptu vacation before Dean launched himself to his feet, shook his head like a dog, and told Sam to punch him in the face.

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    Dean Winchester walked a long & difficult road. House burning down when he was 4, constantly being on the move until his father lost a fight with demons at the age of 25. Reunited with his mother only to lose her again. Have a son only to lose him, too. Of all the shadows that have crossed his path, he thought one of the main sources of light was his husband Castiel.

    But he had to ruin that, too.

    Can he ever have that shine again? Or are there things that are too good for him to hold? Will they mend what was broken?

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    Castiel's POV after deciding it's best to leave Dean

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    Dean's sharpens his keen-edged hunter's exterior with hate... But he's simply sheltering a sad and broken soul; one desperate for the angel he's driven away, to come back home.

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    Poor Dean uses food as a coping mechanism—because it's not just Castiel's heart that he's broken.

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