19 Works in Clarke Griffin Has PTSD - Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder

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    After an explosion at Mt. Weather, Clarke is presumed dead and Lexa is haunted by her ghost. Meanwhile a severely injured Clarke relies on strangers to put her back together again.

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    Clarke is an amputee and forced to live outside of the coalition because of the harsh laws regarding "freaks". Lexa thinks Clarke is dead and is haunted by her ghost. Will they find their way back to each other amid hatred towards people like Clarke?

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    After the war at Mount Weather, and the death of thousands of innocent people, Clarke was no longer the girl she used to be, her ego changed, her emotions changed, she became known as Wanheda.

    NOTE: Clarke is dead. Long live Wanheda.

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    Part of her feels guilty that Bellamy has to see her this way after all he’s done to keep her safe, to protect her.

    He can’t protect Clarke from herself.

    Clarke never allows herself to act on her own happiness. Until one day, she does.
     
    Written for Bellarke Bingo
    Tropes used: Canon compliant, Setting: Arkadia, First kiss

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    Clarke Griffin has died many times before, but the problem is, she thinks it's for real this time. With her options and her patience dwindling, she's forced to confront an unknown solution with a surprising ally.

    John Murphy has never been good at accountability, but with an estranged friend spiraling towards her end and guilt consuming him, he takes on a dangerous mission to save her.

    And regardless of what happens next, everyone has to deal with everything that comes after.

    tw: suidical thoughts, some mentions of violence

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    The Primes have fallen, Sanctum has been freed, Spacekru has been reunited, and Clarke comes to an important realization: She can't keep waiting for her family to come down from the ring.

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    “What the hell is your problem, Clarke?” And this time, the tone was so disgusted, so bitter, than something snapped, deep in Clarke’s chest.

    Fuck it.

    “What’s my problem?” She asked, incredulous. “What’s my problem? You’ve got to be kidding me, Raven. I died. I died, paralysed and alone, and then I died again, and both times, the only person who cared was Bellamy. Kane died, my mother died, my daughter almost did- and you have the audacity to ask me what my problem is?!”

    After they save everyone - again - they actually have a moment to rest.

    And Clarke has had ENOUGH.

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    The nasty looks continue, the whispers persist, and the overwhelming cloak of pure loneliness that drapes over her shoulders is perpetual. It seems to gain more and more weight with each day that passes, pushing down on her chest like a rock and stinging her eyes with tears she refuses to let fall. As mornings drag into afternoons and eventually into nights and the only sound comes from Madi’s even breaths in the bed beside her, it’s hard to stop the voices and whispers from resurfacing, this time from within.

    You’re not who you thought you were. You failed. You’re not the good guy. You’re no one.

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    Clarke isn't coping well with peacetime on the Eligius ship, and while Bellamy has woken some of the others (mainly spacekru) and tries to organise a trip to the ground, making decisions and considering all the variables, Clarke makes a choice of her own:

    She'll take herself out of the equation.

    OR: the post season 5 idea I had to write because all of the unresolved emotional turmoil this season is actually killing me and someone needs to notice that Clarke is in pain, for the love of god.

     

    Winner of the 2018 Bellarke Fanwork Award for Best Angst Fiction (and yes, I'm still absolutely screaming over it!)

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    The universe was cruel and never kind.

    It was a woman screaming.

    His heart stopped. He knew that voice.

    It sounded like Clarke but it couldn't be. Because Clarke was dead. He'd killed her. She'd burned to Ash and dust six years ago.

    “You’re all dead. I keep calling and hoping but you're all dead and I'm alone! I'm all alone!” The woman shouted.

     Her voice sounding even more like Clarke. He wanted to run forward. He wanted to run away. If it was Clarke he wanted the space between them to be non-existent as soon as possible. If it wasn't Clarke, his already broken heart would hurt worse. He wasn't sure he could take the disappointment.

    Aka a Season 5 au reunion with no Madi, no Becho and No Elgius...

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    Clarke Griffin is teaching an art class at Polis City's art museum when there's an attack. There's explosions and gunfire, all for the sake of trying to lure out the ever elusive Nia Winters, and Clarke and the class she's teaching are caught in the middle of it.

    Lexa Woods and her squad get called to assist in quelling a fire from a terrorist attack where her younger brother and niece are supposed to be attending an art class. With the help of volunteers and her squad, she puts out the fire and cleans up the rubble, rescuing the group that had fallen to the basement of the building. When she finally makes her way to the hospital, she finds that the art teacher had taken it upon herself to look after her injured brother until Lexa gets there to take him home.

    Along with the threat of the terrorists and whoever they're working for, there's also a dangerous, new drug making it's rounds throughout Kongeda County. Of course, Clarke and her friends are too nosy for their own good, and Lexa and her detective sister are pulled into their antics as they try to get to the bottom of it all.

    Will they figure things out before someone gets hurt, or will they push their luck too far?

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    Set in an alternate version of mid-season one, after Wells dies, Clarke has her first confrontation with the grounder leader and Murphy returns.

    The 100 are still getting used to living on the ground, and things only seems to be getting worse.

    But you know, things have to get worse before they can get better.

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    Clarke becomes a little bit more like Lexa before Lexa becomes a little bit more like Clarke. Clarke must hate Lexa and she wishes to kill her for what she'd done, but it becomes a difficult task as she gets involved with the commander once more. Clarke's actions might have consequences directly affecting her people and the commander of course is in primarily for the interest of her own people. Clarke's gonna have to lead, fight and kill to survive again. Will she always have to do it by herself? Or maybe the mighty commander will need or want Wanheda by her side? In the past, Clarke and Lexa fought grounders and Mount Weather people. That's what they know, but when they find this knew enemy they won't be able to fight alone and survive.

     

    Lexa is alive

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    Clarke Griffin leaves after the events of the Mountain, torn, empty. She lives on her own for a whole year, fighting for survival, when she gets wounded and is found by Octavia. She is taken to the Ark, only to find out the Grounders and Sky People live together.

    And then there is Lexa, the leader of the Coalition Skaikru is suddenly a part of. And then there is the hatred she keeps for her. And then there is the fact that since Wanheda is back, people demand Lexa to kill her. Not only that, but Ice nation decides to rebel against them. And the fire is about to burn them all.

    Okay so I am ignoring ALLIE, there was no AI, there was no city of light, I just wanted to see what season 4 would be like with Clexa and figuring out how it would work out if Skaikru and trikru tried to live togethe under Lexa. Includes lots of politics, fluff, angst and happy ending for Clexa. Please enjoy!

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    Lexa and Clarke met over Tumblr and have been talking for half a year now. They find out that they only live a couple of hours away from each other and Clarke wants to meet Lexa. To bad, Lexa has been hiding a very huge secret from Clarke. Turns out, Clarke has been hiding something from Lexa too.

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    Lured and trapped in the world of money, greed, and sex, Clarke is scrambling from day to day events with just her fingertips clutching her mental and emotional state. Bring in an Alpha behind compare, and you got her fighting for them as well.

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    Clarke is thrown into sex trafficking and staying in school when Lexa wants nothing more than to mate her. To mate or to die, that's all it comes down too.

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    a while ago i started writing this,ive finally gotten it to the point where i am comfortable releasing a chapter
    here are the basic modifications to the universe i have used for this
    No Costia what so ever, therefore, Lexa`s not so closed off
    Alpha/beta/omega dynamics & Soulbond dynamics
    Soulbond forms runes on contact which spread across initial point of contact
    Nightbloods are Ark born & No 100 prisoners
    Nightbloods on Ark typically killed at birth to control mutations, but Worshiped on ground as strong
    First, Commander was Ark born, Lexa is Nightblood, Clarke hidden night blood never cut so never knew
    Nightblood is recessive X-linked (males more likely to express) Reason for death of Jake Griffin

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    After Raven gets hit by a drunk driver, with Clarke in the car, she doesn't have much else to do besides heal so she starts taking stock of her relationship with Wick and what's keeping her from answering a question she's pretty sure she already knows the answer to. Meanwhile Bellamy's trying to be patient with Clarke who is healing from her own wounds and Wick's kind of wishing his mother hadn't ambushed the love of his life while she was in a hospital bed. Also, he's thinking about getting a dog.

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    Clarke Griffin spent months on her own dealing with her inner demons before an unexpected visitor showed up to bring her home. Inspired by a headcannon I found on Tumblr. Implied Bellarke.

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    In which Clarke has trouble dealing with the ghost of Finn Collins.

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