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    When Castiel unexpectedly falls and becomes human, he looks to Dean for help. Dean shows him what it means to be human while discovering it for himself post-Hell. Dean takes time to heal from his trauma, struggling to find a way to be happy again, while Cas has to learn that he is loved even without his powers. They help each other on the journey of healing while falling for each other and working cases.
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    Tw// PTSD from Dean’s trauma in Hell and childhood. Flashbacks will have some uncomfortable and/or abusive moments between Dean and John. Self harm. Alcoholism. Symptoms of PTSD and depression, but no one dies. Please take care of yourself, and don't read if you think this will hurt you.
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    This takes place circa season 5, but I won't be referencing much of the Michael and Lucifer stuff. Mainly just about the timeline where Dean recently got out of Hell and Cas is a traitor to Heaven.

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    Despite being one of the biggest names in music Dean Winchester’s career has been labeled a crash and burn. With one night stands every other night, a mouthy attitude, and a drug addiction, not even his manager thinks he’ll make it past thirty. None of that seems to change when he moves to New York to help his recently widowed brother.
    Dean hadn’t expected more from the move then to sleep on an old couch, and look after some kids, but plans are changed when he meets Sam’s next door neighbour, Castiel Novak
    Left between balancing his drug addiction, babysitting, his new crush for an extremely taken man, and his own crumbling career, the tipping point seems to be approaching sooner then Dean had ever expected.

    *trigger warning for drug abuse, and more

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    Castiel is tired of Dean's accusations and decides a little space is needed between him and Dean.

    This leads Cas to set out on a new solo adventure with new friends, new stories, and a new enemy.

    While also trying to find peace after losing Jack.

    Is there still hope for Dean and Cas or is this their curtain call?

    Is there more to Cas's past that has sparked a new enemy and how far is he willing to go to find the answers?

    This story will take place in an Alternative Universe sat after The Rupture (Season 15, Episode 3) and will include a new timeline with a new origin story for Castiel!

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    In which a hunt goes horribly wrong and Castiel temporarily loses his memory.

    Chaos ensues when a confused and injured Cas lashes out at Sam and Dean in his true angelic form.

    With much left unsaid between the eldest Winchester and Castiel, amnesia is the last thing Dean feels like dealing with.

    As the brothers wait for Cas to regain his memories, they catch glimpses of what the angel might’ve been like without them.

    Dean begins to feel guilty for everything he’s put Cas through over the years they’ve known each other and decides it’s time for him to properly apologize.

    …Y’know, if the angel’s memories come back at all.

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    They were supposed to be okay, everything was supposed to be okay after they saved Cas. But Cas isn’t really there. He doesn’t leave Dean’s bed, he doesn’t talk. It’d taken weeks for him to even make a noise, and when he did, it was almost worse than the silence.

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    Suptober Days 4 & 5: Secrets and Nostalgia

    What if I rewrote The End and made it sadder and sexier at the same time?

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    This episode has a perfect gap for porn that is almost canon-compatible if you squint your eyes.

    Brokeback Mountain Destiel

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    “This spell should reveal the intention of any cursed marking," Sam says, "so we know what we’re dealing with.”

    “Just sit still, Cas,” Dean holds out a hand. “We’re going to figure out what that witch did and get rid of it, okay?”

    Cas sighs again, louder, irritably. “It’s not from her. It’s from the Empty.”

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    Sam, Dean, and Cas are living their best life. None of them are in immediate danger, Cas is human and living with them, they're watching some stupid movie about bees together and laughing.

    Then Dean gets possessed by a demon, tells Cas he's unwanted, and kicks him out. Cas leaves, because it's what Dean wants.

    Isn't it?

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    cas tries to deal with his feelings as dean slowly succumbs to the mark
    [set during seasons nine and ten for spice]

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    He smiled to Castiel as he had discovered him on the bed, just as he had left him.

    Then he closed the door and turned his back on him.

    "So, I figured we should talk some things out", Castiel heard him say and honestly, it felt like a destiny that Dean had come to him right now, because his mind was in the exactly same place as Dean's.

    Castiel felt himself nodding: "I agree. Let's talk."

     

    Notification!!! (Added 12.7)

    I'm rewriting this story a bit. Sorry for those who liked the original story better.

    This is just if you wonder about the deleted chapters from the end. I'm doing this again, because I wasn't content with this story anymore and I kind of lost the plot for it. Now, I hope, it will be better.

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    Castiel owns The Garrison, a popular club in a midsized Midwest town. He also has a dark past he can’t quite get away from and a darkness within, a dark, oily sludge, he's never quite been able to rid himself of.

    Dean is in yet another new town, his brother just left for college on the other side of the country and his dad just up and vanished in the middle of the night without warning. He’s alone, angry, and bristling with a recklessness that mimics the untamed inferno raging behind his ribcage, something he’s fought to tame his entire life.

    Does darkness always equate to evil? Does light always allude to purity?

    Or do both extremes consume entirely, simply in different ways?

    Can Castiel and Dean help contain the others demons before they become too much?

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    It’s a common misperception that the Castiel of Earth-1 was the only Cas to fall in love with Dean.

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    When God returns to clean up the mess Godstiel made, save Sam Winchester and lock the leviathans away he resurrects his favourite angel Castiel.

    Angels who go rogue are normally returned to heaven for reeducation.

    When Dean Winchester makes a request God makes an exception leaving a smaller and far less powerful Castiel in Winchester's hands for rehabilitation.

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    “If you’re talking about the time you ate all those souls…you had to be stopped, Cas.”

    “I agree,” Castiel shrugged, “But would you have tried to kill me if I was a human and had caused such chaos?”

    A muscle in Dean’s jaw rippled, “We don’t deal with humans, that’s what the cops are for!”

    “Dean…” Sam admonished softly, looking stricken.

    Dean blinked, stunned by his own words. “I mean…I didn’t mean –“

    Castiel swallowed, closing his eyes against a lance of pain in his chest that had nothing to do with the binding or the sigil. “Yes, you did. And its true, in any case.” Castiel gave him an out, but the words stung. He wasn’t human. Which meant he was – in a hunter’s mind – a creature.

    An animal.

    Something inside him felt like it was icing over...

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    “I can erase your memories of her too,” Castiel’s fingers move along Dean’s spine, up to his neck, into his hair. “So that you won’t regret what you had me do. So that you won’t regret her.”

    “No,” Dean exhales, and the feeling of Castiel’s arm across his back, the feeling of Castiel’s hands, force some kind of calm over his body, a calm he tries to deny, because, maybe Castiel is the villain now, maybe Castiel has been the villain all along.

    (Takes place after 06x21 - Let It Bleed, after Castiel erases Lisa and Ben Braeden's memories of Dean)

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    Existe um garoto na minha aula de francês. Seu nome é Castiel Novak e ele cheira a sabonete.

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    Dean Winchester opens the door of the bunker.

    His mind is raising.

    The stairs creaks under his slow, heavy steps. The last hours have been really overwhelming. Thoughts about the Empty and Cas and his family and everything that has been going on lately rounds back into his mind as he takes the last step of the staircase.

    Dean stops to realize where he is.

    He is at home again.

    His home, where his family once lived.

    Dean knows he is safe here. He just needs a moment before he would go and look for whatever his brother called him here for. Before he would have to confront Sam and all those painful memories again.

    He takes a deep breath and closes his eyes as he leans against the railing to gather his thoughts.

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    Castiel remembers when he believed that he was too righteous, too sacred, to be in a place like this. A place like this, where people come to get wasted and high and screwed. But Castiel knows he has fallen, fallen from somewhere beyond grace, fallen so far from Heaven he can never go back. And he did it all for Dean, everything was for Dean. Dean, who begged him to stop. Dean, who told him he’ll do whatever he has to, to stop him. And all Castiel needs, is for someone, is for Dean, to lie to him, to tell him everything will be fine.

    (Takes place sometime after 06x20 - The Man Who Would be King)

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