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    Castiel thinks he's useless now that he's losing his angelic abilites.

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    “I want you to tell me why my name was on that DVD!” he shrieks.

    That makes Dean pull up short. Cass is the picture of calm. He doesn’t scream or show emotions in general. “What’re you talking about man?” he asks, forcing his voice not to sound as gruff. He pats the edge of the bed and smiles as the bed dips with Cass’ weight. “Talk to me.”

    Hands gripping the edge of the bed, Cass gulps, turning his head to Dean. He sees the panic in his friend’s eyes. “I just – I don’t understand things. And what I’m feeling right now… it’s just too much. It feels too intense. And I just can’t breathe. It’s wrong. I know it’s wrong to feel like this but I just – I can’t stop it Dean.”

    “What can’t you stop?”

    Eyes, raw and brimming with emotion, Cass stares at him. “Why was my name on that DVD?”

    “I don’t know.” Dean tries to convey his sincerity. “I really don’t know Cass.”

    “But it said Cass.” His voice is small. “When I saw it on your bed, I thought it was mine.”

    A chill goes through him. Cass … he couldn’t mean that DVD… could he?

    “What DVD?” his voice is almost shrill. It’s like the babysitter and the pizza man all over again.

    “Cas-a Erotica.” Says Cass.

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    Dating isn’t all that bad when your body tells you the name of your soulmate. You’ve either got a name or a key etched into your rib, and all you need to do is get an x-ray on your 18th birthday to find out which it is.

    But sometimes, people change. Sometimes, the person you’re bonded to becomes someone you hate, or you find yourself in love with a guy that’s off the market because some bullshit entity in the sky decided he belonged to someone else.

    When your heart tells you something different than your bones, things get messy. When archaic laws get in the way, they get even worse. So what happens when the levee finally breaks and you risk it all for someone that wasn’t meant to be yours?

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    Houssaye is a little Louisiana town where the only thing thicker than the swamp is the air. With a house for rent and a monster on the loose, the boys take a much-needed vacation for what should be a simple job. In Sam's lifetimes of experience, though, nothing is ever simple.

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    Castiel’s breath trembles as he marches away from Mary Winchester. He’s managed to go years without drawing attention from Sam and Dean. Every being they’d ever met - friend or enemy – had poked fun at Castiel’s affections. But the Winchesters, they were too adverse to the idea of being loved by someone so new in their lives… they’d never believed a word. And he was thankful for their oversight.

    Castiel won’t survive being told to leave again. Things had just began to feel normal. Dean had given him a room. Carved a place out for him inside the bunker, Dean’s home. Dean would be betrayed to know about his feelings… disgusted even.

    Castiel sits at the table, eyeing Mary, the ticking time bomb. She looks back.

    Will she tell him? He doesn't know.

    So he prays. Prays to to Chuck: please don’t let them know.

    MEANWHILE

    Dean has an obsession. It’s borderline crazy sometimes, as obsessions tend to get. Sometimes he spends hours behind it, frantically investigating.

    Dean stalks Chuck Shurley.

    So it’s shocking when he sees a new book appear. Because he’d signed up for all the alerts and pre-alerts.

    ‘How To Take Care Of Your Guardian Angel’

    He shouldn’t… Dean clicks purchase.

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    What happens when it's not Rowena who has to sacrifice what she loves to cure the Mark of Cain, but someone with a connection to Dean? There's a blood brother and an angel with a profound bond just standing by and they really shouldn't be making big decisions like this when Dean isn't there to stop them.

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    "He was so broken he doubted even Naomi would be able to fix him, but for the first time, he found himself wishing she was still alive. He’d have gotten in her chair willingly this time, if it meant she might be able to glue some some of his pieces back together. What good was he to anyone now? He was chained, subdued, and useless, stuffed in a concrete box under the ground.

    How pitiful."

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    Their final moments are upon them. They’ve played their final card and Chuck is announcing curtain call. But Dean still has a few seconds left. A few seconds to right the only wrong he’s ever truly regretted.

    So Dean will do the only thing he can do. His one final move in the famous final scene of Chuck’s shitty story. Something that Chuck believed completely unfathomable. Something, that, throughout all the universes, he’d never seen – not once.

    Dean is about to answer a question that Cass should have never even needed to ask.

    And maybe – maybe – one last ditch effort in a world gone mad is enough to turn the tides just enough so they might hear what ‘the exultant sound of a canon booming in the night’ really means.

    OR

    Instead of sending them to Purgatory, Michael traverses all the universes with Dean and Castiel in the hopes of finding one where good prevailed and Chuck was defeated. Along the way Dean and Castiel's relationship is put under strain.

    Will Michael play mediator?

    Will the alternate versions of Dean, Sam and Castiel force them to face their decisions and mend their relationship?

    What ‘the exultant sound of a canon booming in the night’ really mean?

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    Castiel Novak moved away with his nephew after his brother had psychotic breakdown and almost killed his 1 year old son Jack. Castiel decided to hide far away from home, from Shurley's, and ended up in the edge of the West Coast, in parts warm enough that he will have to travel if he wanted Jack to experience real snow filled Christmas. He found a job in the sandwich shop, close to the beach, where he met some...interesting people. He met Charlie Bradbury, amazing redhead far too smart to be stuck in town like this. There was also Anna Milton, quiet and lost girl, but always up to watch Jack if he brought him along to work. Then Meg Masters, one of Castiel's absolute favorite people in the world. Then there was his boss, Bobby Signer, man owned car shop in South Dakota before, no one knew what sudden change was about, and no one dared to ask. And then there was Dean Winchester, with all his freckled skin and... interesting style. When Castiel first met the man he was doing his first shift and he walked in a kilt and some band shirt. No one seemed to be fazed enough by this to say anything, so neither did Castiel.

    Everything was fine, but world just hates Castiel, in summary.

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    Amara injured Castiel's grace and he's dying. He thinks the Winchesters won't care. Just how far will Dean go to prove him wrong?

    “My grace has settled.” His voice sounds bitter to his own ears.
    Dean winces, and he can practically feel the man draw away. From the way the veil drops over his open, inviting gaze to how his eyes now flit everywhere but to Castiel’s.
    “You only did this to keep me alive Dean.”
    “How do we know it even worked?” demands Dean, “You don’t even know for sure? Let’s just finish what we started.”
    Almost amused, Castiel grins, “Well, seeing as I’ve had my grace for millions of years, I believe my opinion will do.”
    “No! It – you – Jesus!” Dean hooks his ankles over Castiel and turns them so fast they almost tumble off the bed. Castiel realises what Dean wants… what he’s trying to do.
    He wants this to continue as much as Castiel does. But he’s too scared to ask. Castiel can see the shame swirling in his eyes, filtering back into his brain like poison. Dean will destroy himself over this whether or not it happens.
    He brings his lips to Dean’s once more shifting his hips so that the tips of their erections graze each other. “Let’s finish this Dean.”

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    How are you Dean?”
    “Me? I’m good Cass. Walking on water.”
    With pride he informs Dean that the saying is actually, “Walking on air.”

    A strange noise comes through the speakers then. A noise that he’d only heard a few times before: a morbid cross between a sob and a scream.

    “Why didn’t you call me?” the questions slips out. Sam had gotten a goodbye at least and Dean had planned to spend a few days with Mary. Did he have any time set aside for Castiel at all? “When you and your stupid plan were heading to the bottom of the ocean… you never called me.”

    “I was going to.” He hears how much the admission drains Dean. “I knew– I knew, only two people would be able to stop me: Sam- and you.”

    “I would have called you… I planned to in fact, the moment that Billie locked me in and I knew that there was no way to turn back. Then I’d call you.”

    “Sometimes I’d dream –” Castiel hears him struggling for breath. He imagines his friend. Alone. Drowning. Dean had told him that Michael kept him underwater while he possessed him. Now it would be the same. Dean would be drowning with Michael. Forever. “I dreamt that I’d be in the box… then my phone would die and I wouldn’t get to call you.”

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    The bunker door slams behind him and he finally lets his walls drop. Three sobs burst from his chest in quick succession. That is all he allows himself. Anything else would be excessive.

    “We are.” He had said to Dean. And at the time he’d believed it… because he couldn’t bear not to.

    Dean had realised though; they weren’t real.

    He stops.

    Soft chirping comes from a nearby bush. Inside a small nest is a lone dove, it’s wing is broken. Castiel can relate. He strokes the bird’s head tenderly and it nuzzles at him with its beak. “You’ll be okay.” He assures, taking a moment to appreciate the plushness of its feathers. He releases a small trickle of grace, instantly mending the bird’s wing. It chirps again, happily and burrows into his hand in thanks.

    There was once a time when the bird’s aura would be enough to indicate it’s feelings but with his powers failing steadily, even that is no longer available to him. Even Dean’s soul… he would have liked to see it one last time… even that simple pleasure had been revoked.

    So Castiel made his way towards his new life completely unaware that something sinister was watching him and to the pile of rotting flesh that lay just a few yards away.

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    A bunch of one-shots based on how I think Supernatural will end.

    ...

    “There’s something I’ve always wanted to know… so I’ll give you a chance to save them.” Chuck raises one finger then. “One of them.”

    “What?” Sam snaps, glancing around with wild eyes. “It’s Dean, you gotta save Dean.”

    His voice is desperate yet resigned. Sam’s breaths come in pants and he’s clearly frazzled. The brothers clearly recognize that Chuck means business. Castiel tries to catch Dean’s gaze, to try and gauge his reaction but he’s facing Sam, staring at his brother intently.

    As expected, Dean shakes his head no before turning to face the angel. “Cass, you know Sammy has a future. Please. Do this for me.”

    He’s never been able to deny Dean anything. But doing this would mean losing him. And if he saves Dean, they lose Sam. It’s an impossible choice. Castiel feels his eyes burn and he’s forced to look away from Dean. How can he pick one when they both mean so much to him? It feels like he isn’t in his body, like some other person is standing here, being asked to pick which one of their family members lives and which dies. Flashes of their bodies on the ground, eyes burnt out swarm his mind.

    Sam... or Dean?

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    “I think it’s time for me to move on.” Everyone leaves.

    A calliope of sound bombards him.

    So much for ‘we are real.’ So much for them.

    Maybe they could have fixed things. He knew they’d both done things and said things. There hadn’t been time to think about what he feels… to separate emotion from adrenaline. But the angel had decided it was too late. He’d decided it was too late just like he’d decided not to tell them about Jack… when he decided to change the plan.

    Maybe this is for the best. But…

    Every receding footstep thuds like a nail.

    Clang.

    Clang.

    Against the metal stair case that leads to the door.

    ‘Welcome to the end.’

    Nailing him to his coffin.

    -

    He can move on.

    But his feet remain rooted to the dirt outside the bunker door; the home that was never really his.

    After thousands of years he can tell when something is broken... and yet, he’d stood in the glass, bleeding out for far too long.

    The moon shone brightly, the insects chirped and the world carried on once more… utterly oblivious to how close it had been to ending.

    Castiel walks away numbly yet all too raw. The earth may be fine but his world had just imploded.

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    Also known as : Dean Winchester and The Impossible Quest to Put his Castiel Back Together.

    In short, Castiel is definitely not okay, and it's Dean's turn to fix his lover.

    One month after Family Don't End in Blood.

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    Cas comes whenever Dean calls, no matter the circumstances. Even when he may be putting himself in danger.

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    You said you would stay but you didn't
    The world came crashing down in thirty seconds flat
    But you can't give me up like a bad habit
    You can't give me up like that
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    A short one shot based on the idea that Castiel is a young collage student who volunteers at the towns church, And Dean( Who is around five years older) comes to the town six months prior and meets Cas.
    They fall in love, but sadly all good things can not last.

    Or the break up scene between a heartbroken Castiel and a secretive Dean.

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    Castiel is tired of convincing Dean. He has decided it's time for a little space between him and the Winchesters. Castiel set out on a new solo adventure with new friends, new stories, and a new enemy.

    While also trying to find his peace after losing Jack.

    Has Castiel forge is own path without the Winchesters or will it go down in flames?

    Is there still hope for Dean and Cas friendship or is this their curtain call?

    Most importantly has Castile been lied to for all these years, has there always been a different angel underneath? How far is he willing to go in search of those answers?

    This story will take place in an Alternative Universe sat after The Rupture and will include new people, new stories, and a new timeline With the addition of a new origin story for Castiel!

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    castiel bonds with dean over food.

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    Dean fiddles with his glass. “I uh, now that this is over. Now that we can have a normal life. I’ve been thinking of starting something.”

    Dean Winchester’s love. He knows that he must have it; in a certain capacity. But he wants it to be different. He wants Dean’s love to be of the same caliber as his… from the same deep seated desire.

    “I’m happy for you Dean.”

    “No you’re not.” He says with a dry look. “Do you want to at least meet them?”

    Castiel would rather jump into hell but okay.

    “Where is she?”

    ...

    Surveying the room, he finds nothing out of place. Castiel wonders where Dean’s lady is.

    In typical Dean fashion, he saunters up to the closet and rips it open.

    Really?

    Castiel walks closer anyway, curiosity waring with his jealousy.

    He looks inside and finds nothing.

    “Do you see them?” Dean questions eagerly.

    “No.” he says sourly.

    Dean rolls his eyes. “Look closer.”

    Castiel looks for the hell of it. And nothing. Big surprise.

    “I see nothing but your lumberjack clothes and this infuriating mirror.”

    Dean chuckles at his discomfort. “And who’s in the mirror, jackass?”

    Castiel looks back, just to confirm.

    “Me?”

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