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    In the wake of a disastrous mission wherein Steve disassociated while in combat, he's forced to take a break. While on break, he finally figures out his future. After over a year of the Avengers urging him to only be a leader until he figures out his next steps, Steve makes choices for himself that really only surprise the man who was once called Bucky Barnes.

    It's the continuing adventures of the mentally healthy Avengers where Tony has a kid and went to therapy and and urges everyone he meets to make good choices and be happy.

    Featuring hot dogs, a kitten and Bucky Barnes trying to make friends while falling back in love.

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    Bucky Barnes is lost. After going into hiding, he winds up in Las Vegas, struggling to reclaim his identity and craving human connection. He meets Alice, a dancer at Empire, who finds herself unable to ignore the mysterious blue-eyed stranger who has been coming into the club every night looking for her. Takes place between Captain America: The Winter Soldier and Civil War, but will bleed into Civil War, and possibly beyond that.

    Tags will be updated as I write. Content warnings are provided at the beginning of each chapter.

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    This is the third in a series, following An Uncertain Future and Healing.

    The guys are on their way back to New York and Stark Tower. Although Yori Nakajima's death has cancelled the bounty on Bucky's head, he's still wanted by most law enforcement agencies on the planet.

    Steve, and the rest of the Avengers, are committed to bringing Bucky in from the cold. Bucky just knows that he needs to stop killing, whatever the cost to himself.

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    After ten years spent as an assassin, Nova gets away from Hydra control, bringing with her very important information.
    Her only goal now is to avenge her mother's death, killing the man that ordered her execution. Tony Stark.
    Hydra's best lethal arm is on the loose, looking for revenge, and only the truth can stop her.
    She thinks she has a plan, unaware that the real enemy just got their eyes back on her.

    "There's always going to be pain. It was there before us and it will be there after us. Things do not change. We change.
    We work our way through, around and inside of it. Trying our best to survive, without losing ourselves."

    New chapters every Monday and Thursday
    MATURE CONTENT
    NSFW

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    Six months after the fall of SHIELD and HYDRA, Sam is no closer to finding Bucky and he is growing more desperate by the day. Bucky feels like he's stuck in a free-fall, not able to trust anyone including himself. When he shows up to Sam's house unannounced one night, Sam scrambles to catch him and bring him home before it's too late.

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    “Are you here to kill me?” Sam flexed his hand around the knife, adjusting his stance slightly.

    “If I was, you’d be dead,” Bucky stepped back, leaning against the wall on one shoulder in an attempt to seem less like a…well, murderer, despite his words.

    “Oh yeah? How has that gone for you in the past?” Sam countered.

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    '"James," she said, reaching out to grab his arm, his left arm. She felt the hard metal and raw power through his work shirt. "There is another reason that I picked you."

    His eyes gave a flicker of uncertainty at his old old name, but he didn't move.

    "I picked you because you understand hurt. You understand not feeling safe until the people who hurt you are gone. I need someone like that. Like me."'

    _____

    After the Avengers tear themselves apart over the Sakovia Accords, Natasha Romanov and James Barns fall back into old habits to try and make a new start hunting down the remnants of HYDRA across the former Soviet Union.

    Or, the WinterWidow vigilantes/partners-in-crime fic we deserved to see on screen but never got.

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    His Beautiful steel-blue eyes stare deeply into my chocolate ones

     

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    When Buck and Sam have to band together to stop a new enemy The FlagSmashers. what could go wrong or maybe what could go right? The two might find something that could shape their friendship forever.

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    This can be taken as a semi- rewrite of TFATWS

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    When Bucky realizes part of the reason he keeps having nightmares is because the bed is too soft, you have the perfect solution.

    Based off of when Steve met Sam and they talked about how they can't sleep because the bed is too soft and they feel like they're falling.

    Reader is not named and I do not use pronouns or Y/N. AnyGender!Reader

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    Bucky lied about bonding to Zemo to keep his new lover out of prison. And they should be able to bond...if only they had more time and Bucky wasn't already secretly bonded to someone else.

    So when Zemo tries something desperate, Bucky turns to the only Alpha he knows for help, dragging up a past he would rather remained forgotten.

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    In his attempts to make amends Bucky Barnes meets the headstrong and fiercely independent Mara and her endearingly stubborn Nonna, who are both unknowing victims of the Winter Soldier. As Bucky tries to help them despite Mara's mistrust of his motives, a hidden power emerges, putting them all in danger.

    Updates roughly every five days.

    Projected to have 275k words and finish by March 2022.
    Tags subject to change as the story progresses.

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    Reader tells Peter the story of how they got together with Bucky: after reader was injured on a mission, Bucky refused to see them because he thought it was his fault.
    Peter gets a little more information than he wanted.

    Reader is not named and I do not use Y/N or pronouns. AnyGender!Reader

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    Bucky had been his sister's guardian for a year and a half. They've been through hell, and they now have one another, which is all Bucky's ever wanted.

    When his sister starts acting peculiarly, however, Bucky starts to worry about her and does what he can do to make her feel better.

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    “I kneel into a dream where I am good and loved. I am loved. My hands have made some good mistakes. They can always make better ones.” - Natalie Wee
     
    Bucky has to spend six months locked up with a stranger.

    His teammates went on an international press tour and left him behind. They hired someone to supervise him, per the conditions of his pardon— a roommate, they said.

    A roommate?

    In which: Bucky’s heart slowly thaws, he develops a soft spot for his idiot roommate, he discovers his vibranium arm is extra-sensitive, he rediscovers that whole ‘sexual attraction’ thing, he has Not Great mental health including nightmares and therapy, he has a complicated relationship with his ex, he remembers the 40s, he’s an absolute fluffy sweetheart, he really enjoys blowjobs (lol), he deals with the backlash from his criminal trial, he addresses internalized guilt and shame, he gets laid for the first time in decades, he gets irrationally jealous, he realizes WHY he was irrationally jealous, he digs up old feelings, He cuts his hair, aaaaaand more.

    Told (mostly) from Bucky’s POV.

    *Chapters 5, 8-16 (so far) contain smut*

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    It started simply. A glance, a smile, an awkward icebreaker. You were the most significant spark of connection Bucky's felt since he got out of deep freeze and deprogramming in Wakanda.

    He should have known it couldn’t last.

    The mission: deep cover as the Winter Soldier for an extended duration.
    The objectives:
    (1) gather intelligence on HYDRA’s infiltration and corruption of SWORD
    (2) identify all viable avenues of sabotage and excision
    (3) do not get caught - or compromised - under any circumstances

    Or, as the program had gone back in the old days: Infiltrate. Assess. Eradicate. Leave no trace.

    It’s nothing he hasn’t done before, though he’s playing for the other team now. But no battle plan - no matter how flawless - survives first contact with the enemy, and he came to this mission with a slap-dash outline at best. Worse, an unanticipated complication arises when he is confronted with a test disguised as a depraved gift: you.

    Bucky will do what he must to maintain his cover, complete his mission, and save your life. He just hopes one day you can forgive him.

    Read the tags. Updates on Saturdays. First 2 chapters are slower setup, then things start happening.

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    Sometimes, out of the corner of Tony’s eye, he would see it glint through the gap between Bucky’s sleeve and the black glove he wears. It still gave him the shivers.

    He knew it wouldn’t be easy for him to accept Bucky. The history there was too much. But for Steve, and for the Avengers program itself, he’d offered to try.

    Or; Having Bucky at the compound isn’t exactly doing wonders on Tony’s nerves. That is, until he finds something out about Bucky that makes him rethink everything.

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    “I’m Kate,” she held out her arm, “Kate Bishop.” She grinned at Barton—“Hawkeye’s partner,”—who shook his head adamantly. Her eyes darted from her outstretched arm to his, before quickly switching from her left to right. “Aw, vibranium arm, right. Sorry, that was insensitive of me. Was that insensitive?”

     

    /in which it’s a few days from Christmas, Bucky’s an absolute mess, and the last thing he expects is a call from Clint Barton calling in a favor and having him watch over a twenty-two-year-old heiress (an equal mess) for Christmas. obviously he hangs up. /or in which the tracksuit mafia are defeated and Clint finally goes home for Christmas, but worries about Kate spending the week alone so he calls in a favor from a very annoyed and reluctant Bucky Barnes, who's dealing with a ton of issues of his own (and definitely not in the state to look after anyone (including himself) but tries his best).

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    Nova Maddox works under Tony Stark as a biomedical engineer. She's also a SHIELD Legacy. James Barnes doesn't know what he is, but he does know Nova is the only one in the Tower that can help fix his mechanical arm. A little oblivious and super mouthy, Nova doesn't see a threat when she looks at James. Too bad he doesn't agree with her.

    It's the beginning of a beautiful friendship.

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    Yelena Belova and the word parentless were synonymous.

    It had been that way for years, it was true. She had no other blood down to her birth certificate which, whoever her father was never signed. Though Yelena would go on to find a true father in Alexei, the thought never crossed anyone's mind that she was anyone's daughter to claim.

    But that was a lie.

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    Bucky sustains a minor injury, ducks out of an argument, and makes dinner.

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    Bucky would never admit it out loud to anyone, but his most selfish fear was that he would end up alone. Or not so much that he’d end up alone, but that everyone else would find someone better and leave him behind.

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    From a regular kid growing up in the 1930s, to a "semi-stable 100-year-old man," Bucky loves and loses his family, his friends, and himself. You can think of this as my answer to the question "what is Bucky doing and thinking whenever the camera isn't focused on him?" (Answer: wishing he was drinking coffee and eating a good slice of chocolate cake).

    This fic covers events throughout the MCU up to and including TFATWS Season 1. There are spoilers. You have been warned.

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