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    Sam wants to know more about Bucky, but he's really closed off. When he decides to ask him about his past, he learns some things that surprise him and discovers more about his pain.

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    “ ‘Ничего’. Meaning Nothing.” Nat said to Steve as they flew over the US border.
    “Nothing? What the hell is that?” Steve asked rubbing his scruff exasperatedly.
    “Not what Steve who.” Nat said eyeing the girl who was locked behind an impenetrable cell as she sat on the floor staring vacantly at them.

     

    This is a love at first sight Fic, AKA super fluffy- you have been warned.
    I read some where that Seb knows sign language and that’s kinda where this came from.

     

    All it took was one glance and two worlds were turned into one; One look and Bucky was in for the long haul. The beginning of Hydra was meant to be a prisoner but really she was the only real way to finish them off for good. Read as Bucky and The Nothing experiencing the world of love, family, blood, recovery and lost together. Will their shared past be their down fall or their salvation?

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    The Avengers would protect the world, Steve would spend his life with Ayame, they would find Bucky and keep him safe. At least that had been the plan a few months ago.

    Steve’s world has changed a lot since then. Since Amy walked out on his marriage proposal. Since they lost what little trail, they had managed to pick up from the Winter Soldier. Since Tony got it into his head that if they can’t save everyone, they shouldn’t save anyone. Or whatever it is he thinks he’s doing.

    The world hasn’t seen any threats like Loki, or Hydra, or even Ultron, and the media is starting to look for a new villain in the Avengers. Tony’s pulled away from the team almost completely, only really talking to Rhody.

    Amy’s just gone. Even Nat hasn’t heard from her since their last night in Japan. She’s a ghost, the same way Bucky is a ghost. Steve’s bright future is gone with them. He’s back to just… existing. He’s got Sam and Nat. And it’s not like work has dried up, just reduced in scale. That doesn't stop him from feeling like he's missing something.

    What does a soldier do when the war is over and there’s nothing to go home to?

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    It’s been over a year since the Avengers reversed The Snap. You still remember getting the call from Nat saying they had a plan. It was a long shot, but if it worked, they needed someone to be prepared for the world’s population to double instantly.

    That’s how you first met Bucky. It started slow. So slow, in fact, you were certain there was nothing there. Until there was.

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    The Asset wakes up from cryofreeze to find that Hydra has a new handler for him. Little does he know that Handler-Rogers has an agenda of his own.

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    Dom withdrawal is a real and serious thing, with dangerous and unpleasant side effects.

    Good thing that’s not what’s wrong with Tony.

     

    It's been a year, and Bucky thought he would feel a little better by now. But the anxiety and insomnia just keep getting worse, and he doesn't know how much longer he can deal with this level of PTSD.

    Except, that's not the problem.

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    "I regret to report that The Winter Soldier's mission into the United States did not go as planned."- Captain America Vol 5 #11 The Winter Soldier's slip into madness as he tries to recall his memories of his previous life as Bucky during a HYDRA mission to NYC. Inspired by The Winter Soldier comics and certain scenes from CA: Civil War.

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    "I used to have nothing. And then I got this job. This family. But nothing lasts forever."

    In a post-Endgame AU, Natasha Romanoff grapples with her past and rewrites her plan for the future after a career-altering incident. She is supported by none other than Steve Rogers and Bucky Barnes, who are placed on the same roller coaster that she is.

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    Just because it was Memorial Day and things in the past had definitely not been as kind to Bucky as they should have been didn’t mean that Steve needed to worry. But he also knew that man deserved a whole lot more good than that world had decided to give him.

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    Sequel fic to Until I Sleeps (my labor of love) Seems I wasn't done yet.

    Set a few months after Bucky and Steve's first anniversary, there is some unfinished business still to take care of it seems which unfortrunately create a few angsty situations for a our happy couple. But nothing they can't overcome right?

    If you haven't read the previous one, just know there are references to things that happened in so feel free to ask if you don't have the time to read 38 chapters lol

    December/January are always rough for Bucky but the upcoming trip Germany is setting off the triggers in many ways. Things like learning new information and simply seeing a photograph or simply seeing an item from his past are enough to set off his anxiety all over again.

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    Thrown into a maximum security prison for a crime you didn’t commit, you run afoul of the prison guards on your first day.

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    Bucky Barnes was just trying to focus on getting his brain to recognize his name again while he drove as far from D.C. and Hydra as he could. It was finally feeling just safe enough to accept that he really needed a beer that had him stopping in a small town bar in Indiana, where a very fierce former fighter pilot named Peyton Lawfley decided to buy him his second beer and put some direction back in his life. One beer became several rounds of beer and shots, which became a place to crash and by the next day, Bucky was sitting in her dad's engine repair garage watching her work and scaring off the guys she was sick of turning down. Bucky knew he was terrible material for a boyfriend, fake or real, but when he tried to explain that to Peyton, she only gave him that smirk and said, "I'm a pilot. I see death threats as dares." True to form and much to Bucky's dismay, every time Peyton learned of one of the terrifying aspects of his life, she not only didn't flinch, she moved in closer, putting herself in very real danger should Hydra find him. It's hard to do the chivalrous thing and walk away when the girl is insanely beautiful, entirely fearless, and unashamedly into you, though....

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    It had taken only three weeks since the news broke about the loss of the young Captain Rogers and Howling commando Barnes to two separate mission, one from falling from a train in the alps and the other placing a plane into the north arctic ocean.

    Many allied countries raced to find the missing bodies, but searches where called off within weeks. Nations mourned there heroic sacrifices, whilst from the shadows hydra made there move.

    Under orders from there captured leader Arnim Zola and his new found Russian allies hydra quickly re-organised itself into the shadows, infiltrating the countries who once swore to defeat them. He knew exactly where to find the two fallen soldiers. it took weeks to organise searches into the alps and north arctic.

    It took less time to find the bodies of the two allied heroes in there icy graves and revive them. Death was not the end for either of the soldiers, they would endure a fate far worse, with a legacy and ledger dripping with blood. As hydra's fists from beyond the iron curtain. sowing chaos for decades to come.

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    Rory has been under HYDRA's "care" for two years when she meets the Winter Soldier. Her entire life is overturned when she finds out she's his soulmate. Despite this, fate is determined to separate them and Rory finds herself in the hands of the Avengers, who she quickly learns are also her soulmates. Easily overwhelmed with unstable powers, this sixteen-year-old is in over her head as she has to adjust to a life free from HYDRA and with the Avengers, all while searching for Bucky. Will her numerous soulmates help her, or will they drive her away with their attempts to help?

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    Wanda is finally putting her plan into motion. But this time, Tony isn't alone.

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    Spider-man saved Brad Leone.
    Bucky Barnes came back from Wakanda to complete the next part of his healing in New York.
    Peter Parker became friends with Shuri and Bucky Barnes and they bonded over a mutual love of Bon Appetit Youtube Videos.

    This is part 3 of the Peter Parker Would Die for Claire Saffitz from the Bon Appetit Test Kitchen seires. Now, the Avengers are coming back together in the compound/tower and everything is tense and awkward after the Civil War. What else can Peter, Shuri, and Bucky do but forcibly infect everyone with the Bon Appetit bug?

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    You haven't exactly been in the best situation these last few years, what with your boyfriend being abusive, your job being hell, and you only having one friend in the terrifying city that is New York. One day you literally fall into the arms of a sweet stranger who doesn't seem to be much of a talker, and for whatever reason, you can't help but feel safe around him.

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    “C’mon, Doll!” You giggled behind your glass.

    “What?” Bucky rolled his eyes. What a surprise. He was very sassy.

    “You know everything about us! But you’re still a mystery to me and Steve. You gotta tell us something! Level out the playing field!”

    “You know things about me.”

    “Yeah, but what about the other stuff? No life changing secrets that you could tell us about?”

    You leaned in close enough to his face that he could smell the vodka on your breath and see the glimmer of mischief in your eyes. You turned your head and whispered into his ear.

    “I don’t think you can handle my secrets, Soldier Boy.” Your voice sent shivers down his spine, and when you pulled away, he was sure you knew the affect you had on him from the smirk on your painted lips. “I’m gonna go find Steve.”

    As you left with a sway in your hips, Bucky was even more curious.

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    「我不想抓著你說個沒完,」史蒂夫說,「但是,巴恩斯先生?」

    巴奇在門前轉過身,一隻手仍然停留在門把上。「是的,先生?」

    「你知道你也能問我一些問題的,對吧。」史蒂夫的聲音更顯沈靜,他在廚房裡望著巴奇。「只要不是發射核武的密碼就行。」

    巴奇能看見史蒂夫神情中的柔軟,他不確定其他人會怎麼解讀這個表情。「我會銘記在心的,」他說道,全心全意。

    或者,也可以說,這是一個關於史蒂夫・羅傑斯是美國總統,而詹姆士・布坎南・「巴奇」・巴恩斯是他的貼身保鑣的AU故事。

     

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    Bucky has owned the flower shop in town for almost five years now. He has a pretty good routine going for himself even though it constantly involves Sam in multiple occurrences throughout the day, so he thinks life is going pretty well until he goes in for his appointment to get his sleeve worked on and finds out Avengers has a new artist. Who is incredibly hot. Bucky literally walks out of the shop because he’s a hot mess. He will have to reschedule with Nat later.

    Steve has been off tour for a while and has decided to lay down roots in a small town. He sets up with some friends at a tattoo shop to actually be able to do what he loves. Art. It’s still art even if it’s on a human body. He had even wanted to start getting some more himself since he couldn’t have very many in the army. He is just setting up on his first day when he catches devastating eyes looking at him and leaving before he could even ask his name.

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