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    « Tell me something that I'll forget
    And you might have to tell me again
    It's crazy what you'll do for a friend »

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    As Billy tries to fight off his feelings towards men, Steve comes to terms with his own sexuality, making it harder and harder for Billy to ignore them...

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    When Billy knocks on her bedroom door Max is expecting him to tell her he’s going out for the night, won’t be back until morning. What comes out of his mouth surprises her more than anything else he’s ever said, and she stopped being surprised by Billy a long time ago.
    “Do you wanna fuck me?”
    Max stares at Billy, mouth fallen open in surprise.
    “Do I what now?”

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    Blood. There was so much blood. Between the cold chilled weather, the sickening copper odor the filled his nostrils and the broken bones that barely held his body together, had he been the wiser, Steve would have instantly connected the Upside Down to his growing list of injuries.

    Expect this time, he and the rest of the party learn his battered state was caused by monsters that have never played refuge to the Upside Down.

    And to add to it? Billy unexpectedly finds himself in the middle of it all.
     

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    It sounded too good to be true, because it was.

    Billy knew better than to trust good things. They were almost always a lie.

    And Steve Harrington, with his expensive watch and tired eyes and fucking beautiful mouth, well.

    That was the worst lie of all.

    Because now Billy wanted, again.

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    Mentions of past child abuse. Occasional: manhandling, mild slurs. ***WARNING: CH 25 "Goober" Contains Graphic Scenes of Abuse***

    Ch 1 - 2 years after S2. Susan & Neil gone, Max & Billy on their own with the help of Hopper. Very long - was originally stand alone.

    Ch 2 - 8 1 year after Ch 1. Max & Billy working things out. Steve introduces Billy to monster hunting. Max pushes him to embrace his sexuality, but it's slow & relatively tame (because 80s & writing graphic sex isn't my thing). Hawkins gang present & active.

    Ch 9 - epilogue. Max's high school graduation. Billy sucks at emotions. Steve is a champ. Fluffy ending.

    ***This is the end of the completed story. The following Chapters are add ons & requests:

    High School Max (aka really angsty): Ch 11 - 18
    College Max: Ch 19 - 21
    Adults with adorable (if I do say so, myself), precocious OC: Ch 22 - 28
    Missing scenes & Requests: Ch 26
    **Finished**

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    Billy knocks back another shot. There's a speaker hanging on the wall next to him pumping out tinny dance beats so loudly he can feel his molars vibrate. Every high note is a spike through his brain, but at least he can use the music as an excuse to ignore the conversations going on around him.

    He used to be good at this shit. Crowds. Drunken strangers. Flirting with anyone who looked at him twice. He made sure he was good at it.

    But, well. Shit happens. Monsters happened. A shadow reaching into his brain and pulling him apart piece by piece, cold fingers gripping his spine and pulling him around like a marionette. Blood on his hands. It changes a person.

    And so does falling in love.

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    Billy comes to terms with his feelings.

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    “You didn’t have to.”

    “I know. I wanted to.” She turns to look at him, browns meeting blues. Billy’s chest feels a little tight. “Besides we’re friends, right?”

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    in which Stiles moves to Hawkins with his dad, he starts working at the local mall’s ice cream shop, Scoops Ahoy, makes friends with his coworkers Steve and Robin. He’s trying to help Steve with his crush, Billy, who works as a lifeguard at their local pool, what Stiles doesn’t expect is to see who Billy’s coworker is…

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    The Hargrove-Mayfield’s move to Hawkins.

    Billy doesn’t fit in.

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    "So let me get this straight. You made a deal with Hargrove and agreed to go on a date with him after he fulfilled five requests from you?"

    You'd just told Steve about Billy, and evidently, he was not pleased.

    Or :

    You made a deal with Billy and got way more than you asked for.

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    With the rise and fall of the water, he felt just as much thrown back onto his ship as he’d been tossed off of it. He was glad for having turned on so many lights. As he heaved himself back onto the diving platform and landed on his side to catch his breath, he didn’t want to imagine having to navigate this situation in the pitch dark…

    Because a face was watching him from the water.

    Steve might’ve contemplated what it meant for his soul to leave his body, but now it felt like it truly flew the coop.

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    Steve wants out. He'll have to leave everything and every one behind, but he does it. Even if it means killing an innocent to pose as his dead body. Even if it explodes a war between the underground families or launches an investigation that comes too close to the illegal dealings of his friends and family. He does it.

    And the joke of it all is that none of that happens. The war never starts and the government sleeps through another night. No one cares about the body who is fished out of the river. Except Billy.

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    Time is running out for Billy and Molly, with her due date approaching the couple must come up with a plan to keep their new family safe from their abusive parents.

     

    Part 2 of Jagged Edges. If you have not read that it is highly recommended, I’m not sure this will make much sense without it.

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    Most of the guys looked about ten to twenty years older than Steve, all broad backs and facial hair.
    Steve still didn’t really need to shave more than his mustache and a little patch on his chin.
    One of the bearded guys caught sight of Steve and elbowed the guy next to him with a snicker than sent prickles of anxiety down Steve’s spine.
    The guy looked up, hammer in his fist, and Steve tripped over nothing because he was—
    He wasn’t much older than Steve, probably, judging by his unlined skin and sparse little mustache. But he was. Noticeable.
    Muscled arms hung out of his dirt-streaked white tank top, nearly translucent with sweat where it clung to his hard, defined torso.
    Sun-bronzed skin with golden curls cut in an ultra-modern mullet, ringlets springing free to cling to the sweat around his deep blue eyes.
    Deep blue eyes that scanned Steve up and down, catching on his lavender striped polo shirt with a sneer before looking Steve in the eye and spitting loudly onto the ground.

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    A shy girl meets the town bad boy. What could possibly bring them together?

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    Alternate universe with A/B/O Dynamics. The Boys work for Vought, mostly because Billy wanted to piss off Homelander by joining his super secret club and bring some friends. Hughie is not only the newest member of The Ten but is also the world's first Omega super hero. Billy is not happy about that. But this Omega...is not what he expects. Homelander is not pleased at first but he quickly sees the appeal of an Omega. He too will be surprised. And Hughie.....he just wants to get through this. He is not thrilled with this new development at all. Inspired by TheFirecrest who showed me the wonderful ship that is Homelander/Hughie

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    After an altercation leaves Steve teetering on the edge of a drop, he starts to question his Omega status. Though, a rumour has it that a creature is lurking in the woods of the Loc Nora neighbourhood snags Steve’s attention.

    Meanwhile over on Cherry lane, the Hargrove Mayfield family are under the investigation of Hawkins PD for the disappearance of Billy Hargrove. Max and The Party quickly take matters into their own hands, which of course is just another thing he would have to jam into what Robin so sheepishly during a conversation had called his “Pandora’s box of things Steve can’t handle”.

     

    { Please read chapter notes as PBW went under a huge revamp/rewrite! Some chapters have stayed the same w/ a few added details while others are completely new! Thank you all for your support so far! }

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    "If someone were to tell Steve that he would be caught between mafia bullshit and top secret government plots, he might’ve just stayed and let himself rot in Hawkins."

    Steve has left Hawkins for a hard restart in the city. And so far, he's enjoying it. Best decision he could've made, given the circumstances he left behind and the minimal prospects ahead of him. And when an offer too good to refuse is offered by one Mr. Hargrove, Steve doesn't say no.

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    If Billy and Steve ever ended up in Murray's living room, it would be ~over.

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    It's 1925.

    Billy felt a lot of things. Then again, that was the whole nature of it, but mostly, his blood boiled. Pissed off and seething with a heartbroken rage.

    The universe really fucked him.

    And then the vampire’s head turned towards him like he knew. Locked eyes directly with Billy with a stoicism that poorly hid the vamp’s curiosity and how he wavered between insult or humor.

    “Well, are you going to sit down?”

    • Part 1 of 2 •

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