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    I've always wanted to do this, but I've never loved a couple as much as I love Malec. I own neither the prompts nor the characters, but the idea from each prompt is mine. The prompt will be the title. The list comes from p0ck3tf0x on tumblr. I absolutely dig malec expressing their loving for each other in different ways. I try to avoid AU in this but there may be one or two chapters but I’ll let you know.

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    “Are you sure? Maybe there is some other alpha out there for you?” Jace asked.

    “What other alpha?” Alec asked as he stared at the beta, and added, “I don’t have a choice in that anymore, I’m without an Alpha, I’m more like pack less, someone that does not belong anywhere.”

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    Since "it" Alec Lightwood has never been the same. Quiet and calm kid became a depressed teenager. How will Alec cope with his trauma, lost passion for singing and most importantly with a certain beautiful boy?

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    Will someone come along and show Alec that he doesn't have to fight his demons alone or push away people that deeply care about him?
    Can Magnus show Alec what real true love is even if he has never felt it himself?
    Fate always seems to bring people together, even in the most awkward scenarios.
    *Cue a Flustered Alec* ;)

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    Alec sometimes finds it hard to take a break to eat, especially when he's stressed. Thankfully, he has family and friends who love him and remind him it's perfectly acceptable to take care of himself. 5 times Alec's family/friends remind him to eat and 1 time Alec does it on his own.

    *This discusses unhealthy coping mechanisms in the form of neglecting to eat and a touch of urging to self harm. Stay safe <3 *

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    After an accidental death in the field, Alec finds himself on Magnus's doorstep. Alec doesn't quite know how to let people in yet, but Magnus is nothing if not determined.

    Or, Alec learns that sometimes it's okay to let someone see the worst, darkest parts of you. Sometimes that someone will stay.

     

    Contains some pretty heavy angst, a lot of self-hatred, suicidal thoughts, self-harm through a nightmare, self-harm mentions, blood mentions, and a very minor character death. Hopeful/happy ending.

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    After the events of that fateful night on his balcony, Alec slips into a deep depression. Jia Penhallow isn't going to let her Inquisitor, the man who has inspired so much change, her friend, slip through the cracks.

    Jia shows Alec his legacy - the things he's created, the love and tolerance he's sparked, the way that he is changing the world one Institute at a time. Jia reminds Alec who he is.

    Sequel to Moonstars

     

    Contains mentions of a past suicide attempt, brief suicidal thoughts, mentions of a minor character death (Magnus), and brief self-hatred.

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    In a world where soulmate marks appear on your wrists after you meet your soulmate and everyone has a secondary gender - dom, sub, switch, little, or caregiver - Alec Lightwood has never had it easy. The only Shadowhunter to present as a little in centuries, he is ostracized and shunned by his peers and his parents. He begins to hate the side of him that is a little because of all the trouble it's caused, and takes to pain to help him cope.

    What will happen when Alec meets Magnus Bane, a caregiver who can put him in littlespace with a single sentence? Well, romance, drama, miscommunications, an evil twin, and new friends, of course!

    ~ This fic is ongoing - I do plan on finishing it - but I have no regular update schedule and I am not a functional writer by any means. You've been warned. ~

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    Пять раз, когда Алек хочет умереть и один раз хочет жить.

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    Alec Lightwood is a little, struggling to keep himself afloat in college with the help of his siblings and friends. What will happen when Magnus Bane, a caregiver who affects Alec like no other, walks into his life? Alec needs a caregiver, but with dangerous exes, bad decisions, and homophobic parents in the mix, he's not sure he can let anyone else in right now, much as he wants to.

    Or, just little Alec & his group of friends + caregiver Magnus. That's it. That's the story. There's no other plot here.

    ~ This fic is ongoing - and while I do plan on finishing it - I have no regular update schedule. I am not a functional writer by any means, so you've been warned. ~

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    What if Magnus had stayed in Edom? When Alec receives a letter from the Consul stating that his husband died while in Edom, he doesn't handle it well.

     

    Contains self-hatred, implied/referenced self-harm, suicide attempt, and minor character death (Magnus).

    No happy ending.

    EDIT: Sequel

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    "It was only a matter of time until Alec Lightwood and Magnus Bane eventually moved in together, but neither of them had imagined that it would have taken a nearly world-ending rogue Shadowhunter with questionable blood and daddy issues. Regardless of the circumstances, though, they were generally happy."

    With the rest of "Team Good" away supporting Simon Lewis as he attends the Shadowhunter Academy, Alec Lightwood and Magnus Bane are left to their own devises in New York. But what happens when a string of several mysterious murders of downworlders begin to threaten their well-earned peace? After all the two have been through, can they survive yet another trial testing the strength of their relationship?

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    Magnus finalmente conhece o mistérioso irmão de Isabelle, sua melhor amiga. O que ele não esperava é que tivesse problemas com estupifiantes e drama.

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    Sometimes, Alec backslides. Sometimes he wakes up in the fog and the only way to breach the surface is to hurt. And when he does, Magnus is there to catch him and help him get back to where he belongs.

     

    Contains canon-typical self harm, references to depression, and a lot of angst. Hopeful/happy ending.

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    Alec has to go to the Seelie Queen herself and strike a deal, release Jace from the curse in exchange of… what, exactly? He has nothing to offer.

    Magnus Bane is the warlock who grants wishes. His father is a Prince of Hell after all, the demon of lust… maybe Alec has something to offer then.

    “Our deal was about your first times. The Seelie Queen hinted at your feelings,” Magnus finally speaks, gently. “and those I have no right to claim.”

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    (5+1) Five times Alec didn't ask for help, and one time he did.

    A six chapter fic that focuses on five times Alec never asked for help whilst he was battling his inner demons, and one time he was brave enough to confide in another.

    Mostly angst, but the last chapter will probably be fluffy. (Trigger warnings will also be posted at the start of each chapter, stay safe <3)

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    References to self-harm (cutting) and self-destructive behavior. Some old memories resurface while the Lightwoods are looking at old pictures and Alec has a hard time with them but Magnus helps.

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    Jace reflects on painful memories of his past with Valentine, and tries to get Alec to open up about Maryse's emotional abuse, which he's picked up on. (Set a few weeks after he moved in with the Lightwoods.) The two boys have a discussion about the different types of abuse they experienced/are currently experiencing and agony runes.

    Possible sequel, if anyone'd be interested.

    Inspired by the Sleeping at Last song, Venus.

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    Alec is trying to keep his secret hidden, he just hopes it won’t come back to bite him.

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    Alec and Magnus have been best friends for years. However, one night filled with ghost hunting, a fear of the dark, and tearful confessions has the potential to change everything.

     

    ~ requested by an anon on Tumblr ~

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