20 Works in Alec Lightwood Has Panic Attacks

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    About one and a half year after the wedding, everything seems to be going smooth; Alec and Magnus are going strong, at home and as the heads of each their part of the shadow world.
    But maybe it's time for a change. Maybe something is missing.

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    Jace is almost 10 years old when he arrives to live with the Lightwoods. At first Jace thinks he has arrived in Paradise; everyone quickly worships him and thinks he’s amazing. Life is easy. However, Jace starts to discover the darkness behind the facade as he get to know Alec better. Despite his father’s lessons about the dangers of love Jace begins to truly care for his adoptive siblings and start to find ways to help them.
    A story of key moments in Alec’s life, from his childhood till he marries Magnus, as seen through Jace’s eyes. A story of surviving abuse, healing and learning to love.

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    Alec Lightwood is driving back home his siblings and friends, all of them drunk, but Alec. He has some problems driving, and gets more and more stressed, until he stops looking at the road, so he can get Jace off him. The second he looks back at the road, he sees he's about to crash on someone, and some dumpsters. He stops the car using the handbrake, but it's already too late.

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    30 days of writing about my favorite ships. Something ya'll can read while slowly going insane. LET'S DO THIS.
    (p.s. Ya'll wash ya'lls hands and stay safe)

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    Alec has a panic attack and his boyfriends help him through it. Magnus and Jace then decide to show Alec how loved he truly is; by recreating the magic of Christmas in July.
    Just pure smut, fluff and love all around.

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    “Two werewolves and a warlock were killed last night. I just got to the scene and…”

    Whatever else Luke says, Magnus tunes it out. He’s staring off into space.

    “Who… who, Luke? Who’s the warlock?” He swallows past the growing lump in his throat, bracing for the name. Doesn’t matter whose name it is, he knows all the warlocks in New York. He covers his mouth with one hand, the other gripping the phone.

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    When Magnus gets home he sees Alec, in his own apartment, huddled under the table, as a storm brews outside.

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    It was time to leave
    And so we did
    Our heavy boots stealing snow as they went
    As we fell away into darkness
    But before we were completely consumed
    I turned to look and cried
    My last farewell to happiness

    Danger is no stranger to Alec Lightwood; Manus Bane knows the face of betrayal all too well. The two might have found each other in the events concerning the Fray child, but can they cope as life decides to tear them a new one?

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    Alec has a panic attack and Magnus take care of him.

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    After a mission gone wrong, all the mistakes catch up with Alec and he spirals. Magnus and Jace are there to help him come back.

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    Alec has been crushing on his upstairs neighbor for an embarrassingly amount of time from afar. Said neighbor had tried to talk to Alec, but unfortunately, none of his tries succeeded. It was blessing from heaven, the neighbor decided, that when he finally was alone with tall, dark and handsome in an elevator, it decided to break down

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    How that scene where the Lightwoods come to berate Alec after the wedding-that-wasn't should have gone. Purely self indulgent on my part.

    bad things happen bingo prompt - verbal abuse

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    The Lightwoods haven't welcomed the public into their palace in ten years, ever since their eldest son died. So when they decide to open their doors for a traditional masked ball, their subjects are curious, to say the least. Even Magnus, who has never cared for royals, find himself wondering what they possibly could have been hiding for such a time.

    Still, when Magnus arrives, he expects to dance with Dorothea and to drink wine and silently judge the outfits of those in attendance. He does not expect for Queen Maryse to contact him a fortnight too early to reinforce his wards, or to meet a mysterious man with a charming knack for sincerity. And most of all, he doesn't expect to find out the darkest Lightwood family secret, be forced to remain quiet about it, and fall in love somewhere along the way.

    OR

    Alec is a prince who's cursed to not be able to touch anyone, and Magnus is a former revolutionary warlock who is confused and then determined.

    Hey, guys! I'm really to sorry to say it, but I will no longer be updating this fic due to personal reasons that I would rather not get into. But I still care about you all very much, and I wish you the best of luck in all your endeavors. <3

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    When his boyfriend comes home having a panic attack, Magnus knows exactly what to do to calm him down. Alec doesn't need his boyfriend, he needs his Dom, needs him to bring him out of his head. What his Sub needs, his Sub gets.

    please note, Magnus will use the flogger and paddle on Alec. This is what Alec needs. It's what they both need.

    This work is not to be reposted anywhere else or translated without my permission.

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    Loss haunts us all. It sneaks up on us. Death. And it hurts, like hell. A burning inside us, eventually dulling, but never-ending.

     

     

    Or, the one where Alec mourns after Isabelle's death.

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    Summary: They light a candle every night hoping the son I couldn't be comes home.

    Alec runs away young Au.

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    Alec goes to Edom to get Magnus after 2 months. Alec makes a deal with the devil but at least he has Magnus. Still Alec is just as messed up as Magnus is. Maybe they can heal together. Sorry terrible summary. Please read. I'm proud of this one.

     

    Also I put this under my Lightwood-Bane family series even though the kids are not in it because this is going to be a vital part of stuff that happens to everyone in the future.

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    “I wasn’t expecting it,” he starts, breath catching. “His name is George. George Highsmith. He’s this kid, you know? By the angel, he’s barely fifteen. I was getting ready to leave, like I had texted you, and - “

     

     

    Alec closes his eyes and takes several long, deep breaths.

     

    or the one where Alec witnesses some of his fellow Shadowhunters assaulting another Shadowhunter because he's gay. He doesn't handle it well, but Magnus is there for him.

    Warning for descriptions of violence against a LGBT teen for being LGBT and the use of a certain derogatory term.

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    Episode tag to Season 2 Episode 10 "By The light of dawn"
    1-Shot. First work in this fandom!!!!!
    Alec can't find Magnus when he is looking for him, after the battle is over and his fear of losing him forever takes the best of him. Panic engulfs him and he fights to breathe... Good thing Magnus' keen eyes spot him in time...
    Comfort follows, along with a comfession of love, and a passionate kiss...
    Warning! There is a panic attack depicted. Please, if it triggers you, avoid reading it.

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    All told, Alec had tried to propose to Magnus in six different occasions since his lunch with Clary. It’s not that Alec was bad at it, per say. It’s just that Magnus was just too good at distracting him. That, and the rest of the world didn’t stop trying to kill him.

    or 6 times Alec fails to propose

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