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    About one and a half year after the wedding, everything seems to be going smooth; Alec and Magnus are going strong, at home and as the heads of each their part of the shadow world.
    But maybe it's time for a change. Maybe something is missing.

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    Alec sometimes finds it hard to take a break to eat, especially when he's stressed. Thankfully, he has family and friends who love him and remind him it's perfectly acceptable to take care of himself. 5 times Alec's family/friends remind him to eat and 1 time Alec does it on his own.

    *This discusses unhealthy coping mechanisms in the form of neglecting to eat and a touch of urging to self harm. Stay safe <3 *

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    Alec comes out to Magnus as asexual, there's a little bit of angst, and eventually fluff.

     

    Contains brief acephobia! Please keep yourselves safe. >3

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    One gym. Two punching bags. Four split knuckles. And one unbelievable chance for something more than everything Alec has ever known.

    Or, sometimes helping others is easier than helping yourself.

     

    Contains self-harm and mild blood. Please keep yourselves safe. >3

    Hopeful/happy ending.

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    After an accidental death in the field, Alec finds himself on Magnus's doorstep. Alec doesn't quite know how to let people in yet, but Magnus is nothing if not determined.

    Or, Alec learns that sometimes it's okay to let someone see the worst, darkest parts of you. Sometimes that someone will stay.

     

    Contains some pretty heavy angst, a lot of self-hatred, suicidal thoughts, self-harm through a nightmare, self-harm mentions, blood mentions, and a very minor character death. Hopeful/happy ending.

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    After the events of that fateful night on his balcony, Alec slips into a deep depression. Jia Penhallow isn't going to let her Inquisitor, the man who has inspired so much change, her friend, slip through the cracks.

    Jia shows Alec his legacy - the things he's created, the love and tolerance he's sparked, the way that he is changing the world one Institute at a time. Jia reminds Alec who he is.

    Sequel to Moonstars

     

    Contains mentions of a past suicide attempt, brief suicidal thoughts, mentions of a minor character death (Magnus), and brief self-hatred.

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    In a world where soulmate marks appear on your wrists after you meet your soulmate and everyone has a secondary gender - dom, sub, switch, little, or caregiver - Alec Lightwood has never had it easy. The only Shadowhunter to present as a little in centuries, he is ostracized and shunned by his peers and his parents. He begins to hate the side of him that is a little because of all the trouble it's caused, and takes to pain to help him cope.

    What will happen when Alec meets Magnus Bane, a caregiver who can put him in littlespace with a single sentence? Well, romance, drama, miscommunications, an evil twin, and new friends, of course!

    ~ This fic is ongoing - I do plan on finishing it - but I have no regular update schedule and I am not a functional writer by any means. You've been warned. ~

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    Пять раз, когда Алек хочет умереть и один раз хочет жить.

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    Alec wants to self-harm again, after years of kicking the habit. Magnus is there for him.

     

    Trigger warning for mentions of self-harm. Hopeful/happy ending.

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    Alec Lightwood is a little, struggling to keep himself afloat in college with the help of his siblings and friends. What will happen when Magnus Bane, a caregiver who affects Alec like no other, walks into his life? Alec needs a caregiver, but with dangerous exes, bad decisions, and homophobic parents in the mix, he's not sure he can let anyone else in right now, much as he wants to.

    Or, just little Alec & his group of friends + caregiver Magnus. That's it. That's the story. There's no other plot here.

    ~ This fic is ongoing - and while I do plan on finishing it - I have no regular update schedule. I am not a functional writer by any means, so you've been warned. ~

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    What if Magnus had stayed in Edom? When Alec receives a letter from the Consul stating that his husband died while in Edom, he doesn't handle it well.

     

    Contains self-hatred, implied/referenced self-harm, suicide attempt, and minor character death (Magnus).

    No happy ending.

    EDIT: Sequel

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    5 times Alec Lightwood heard a gay joke, and 1 time he made one himself.

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    Magnus and Alec were in a long distance relationship for two years until Magnus called it off because he felt that it was worthless because they never had time to fly out to see one another. When Magnus tags along with Camille to a concert that he's been dying to go to but never was able to get tickets because they were always sold out. And he was afraid to see a certain band member after a stupid mistake.

    He loved the band's music, always has, never have up supporting his long lost love. So when Camille tells him he knows the band personally. He's thrown into a room with his ex boyfriend he hasn't seen or spoken to for four years. How are they going to react once they see each other in person for the first time?

    This Fic is a slow work in progress...

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    Sometimes, Alec backslides. Sometimes he wakes up in the fog and the only way to breach the surface is to hurt. And when he does, Magnus is there to catch him and help him get back to where he belongs.

     

    Contains canon-typical self harm, references to depression, and a lot of angst. Hopeful/happy ending.

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    I randomly got this idea while washing dishes but I feel good about it! It’s pride month why not? I would include Magnus but honestly Magnus is supportive in every chapter and besides we know that Alec wants the support of others! Hope you enjoy our favorite Nephilim getting the love he so rightly deserves!

    NOT COMPLETE: currently working on the last chapter

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    Alec and Magnus have been best friends for years. However, one night filled with ghost hunting, a fear of the dark, and tearful confessions has the potential to change everything.

     

    ~ requested by an anon on Tumblr ~

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    Years after their marriage, Alec still struggles with some of his old habits. Luckily, Magnus is always there to catch him when he falls.

     

    ~ requested by @bidnezz on Tumblr ~

    Contains canon-typical self harm, non-explicit.

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    Alec Lightwood is driving back home his siblings and friends, all of them drunk, but Alec. He has some problems driving, and gets more and more stressed, until he stops looking at the road, so he can get Jace off him. The second he looks back at the road, he sees he's about to crash on someone, and some dumpsters. He stops the car using the handbrake, but it's already too late.

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    Magnus and Alec have been best friends for years. Now, it's their senior year and all hell is about to break loose. When the lead actress of the play Magnus is starring in kisses him on set, Alec is devastated. He knows his feelings for Magnus are unrequited. Or are they?

    Basically a cliche high school AU best friends to lovers fic where Magnus is the theater kid we all know he would have been.

     

    ~ requested by an anon on Tumblr ~

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    After Jace and Alec fight in 1x09, Alec makes a drastic decision.

     

    Please mind the tags and read my author's note for trigger warnings! No happy ending.

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