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    Connor's turning 27. Evan's sitting the bar exam.

    Over and over again.

    A Dear Evan Hansen Russian Doll AU.

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    I hate my brother. My friends fight with their siblings, but it’s nothing compared to what Connor does to me. And I do to Connor. They fight about stupid things. Like being in the bathroom too long. Or taking each other’s clothes. Or snitching on the other one to their parents. Yes, we have argued over those things. But that’s only the tip of the iceberg.

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    Connor Murphy tries to end his life.

    His attempt fails and he gets sent to a mental hospital.

    Meanwhile, his note changes Evan's life.

    Then Connor gets discharged and finds out about all the shit Evan has caused.

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    Connor has been hurting. As each day goes by, Connor feels worse, and worse, and worse. He can't escape his self-hatred, he can't escape the taunts, he can't escape the fact that he knows he's worthless. There's no escape. Or maybe there just might be a way.

    After Connor attempts suicide, there's nothing he wants more than to go back and try it again until he can finally get ONE thing in his life right. Well, until he meets someone who may help him have a life that might be worth living after all.

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    39/?
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    Connor Murphy had no one. He was an outcast, and for good reason. Evan Hansen has social anxiety, and his best and dearest friend is himself. The two of them get paired up for a book project on the first day of school, and it goes up (and down) from there.

    ~~~

    (Yet another) Roleplay between SomedayBecomesSomehow and I (TotallyNot)! I am HU, and SomedayBecomesSomehow is AH. *Sidenote* I'll be writing Connor, and I really hope I do him justice...

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    6/?
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    What if Connor didn't die and the musical was just him telling Evan about what would happen if he died while slightly high.
    *Based off of a headcanon I found.*
    *One-Shot*
    (Possibly)

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    27
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    When Evan Hansen, an angel, decides to finally end it all, he doesn't expect to survive the fall from Heaven down to earth. Being as unlucky as anyone could possibly manage, his arm gets stuck in the unforgiving nightmare that is a bear trap. Not only has he failed his suicide attempt, but he's trapped in an unfamiliar world that he's only heard horror stories of.

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    6/?
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    “He had some big government job,” Jared explained. “That’s what my mom told me at least. They hired him right out of college and now look at him. It’s been what? Two years? And he’s back here, going on job interviews.”

    Alana swallowed dryly. She didn’t know Evan’s story. She didn’t know anything about him, really. She didn’t know if he deserved her sympathy, but she couldn’t help feeling sorry for him.

    Because she knew what it was like. She, of all people, knew what it was like when things didn’t turn out the way you’d planned.

    In other words, the one in which they all find out that no one told them life was going to be this way.

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    Chapters:
    16/?
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    The podfic for Come and Go

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    “Time isn’t the same once you’re dead,” Connor says. “It’s more like a Ghost of Christmas Past type thing. I’m here to, like, show you what could have been and what will be, you know?”

    Evan does not know.

    “I’m Jewish,” he says. “Or- I mean, technically I guess I’m probably agnostic but I’m culturally Jewish-”

    “Don’t care,” says Connor. “God is fake. I’m dead and there’s nothing here.”

    The Ghost of Connor Murphy has a pink rubber SuperBall and Evan has the chance to fix things. He just has to keep Connor from dying. It shouldn't be as difficult as it is.

    redo, au after "so big/so small"

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    Chapters:
    6/30
    Comments:
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    Connor Murphy didn`t really like himself. Evan Hansen didn`t like himself either. And as people say "misery loves company." To Evan and Connor misery did love company, but not in a bad way. For Evan and Connor misery brought them together. But misery also brought them apart.

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    Chapters:
    2/?
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    Evan Hansen收到了幾封信。

    Language:
    中文
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    Chapters:
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    Evan Hansen’s just a normal boy, with crippling anxiety and a huge crush on Paris’ resident bad-boy, Connor Murphy. But he has a secret - he’s also Paris’ top hero in red, Lady Beetle, fighting against Hawkmoth with his trusty partner in crime Chat Noir.

    Aka a miraculous au where tree bros save Paris together on the daily but they don't know it...yet

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    Comments:
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    Evan looked over to his boyfriend, who sat grumpily on the L-shaped beige couch that was pushed to the far wall of the living room. His boyfriend, the infamous Connor Murphy looked half asleep, his head tilting every few seconds and his eyes half-lidded. Maybe because it’s Valentine’s Day, and Connor ended up staying up all night to make a bunch of adorable gifts for Evan.

    Eyes lowering, Evan stared at Connor’s pair of clothes. Connor wore his usual black hoodie, but Zoe had ‘I’m the gayest thing you can think of’ written on it in bright pink, and a pair of blue jeans. Certainly not a Valentine’s Day mood, but it was close enough.

    “What’s the matter, sweetie?” Evan asks, taking a seat beside Connor and leaning his head to rest it on Connor’s surprisingly broad shoulders. He holds his hand, the warmth that spread between them challenged the cold winter day.

    “I’d kill for a coffee…literally.”

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    Before the Connor Project.

    Everyone comes from somewhere. Everyone has a back story. Alana is no different.

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    Jeremy has a secret, he's Bi. It's not that big a deal, but it's his secret, so yeah, he's gonna get mad when someone threatens to tell everyone. Maybe coming out is harder than he thought.

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    Chapters:
    19/?
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    1224
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    Mostly drabbles about Connor Murphy. Requests are open!

    (I'm very new to this fandom btw so I might write certain ships a bit weirdly.)

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    Chapters:
    75/200
    Comments:
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    218
    Bookmarks:
    12
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    Connor knows Evan can sing. Evan however doesn't believe that he can. It takes a video sent to the right person, a conveniently timed talent show, and an awful lot of stubbornness, to prove to Evan that he can infect sing.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
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    Evan, an only child, has returned home to Possum Springs—a town populated by quiet, friendly folks. Now living in his parents' attic, he discovers how much times have changed since the closing of the town's coal mines, uncovering a dark mystery that leads his into the nearby woods. He is forced to confront a horrible secret the town has hidden for decades involving not only the town's mine, but also the recent disappearance of his longtime friend Jared. Evan’s friends also include Connor, a cigarette-smoking loner and Evan’s highschool friend; Zoe, a hyperactive and kind girl; and her girlfriend, a modest girl named Alana.

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    English
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    3,351
    Chapters:
    3/?
    Comments:
    4
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    3
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    57
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    Noun
    ser·en·dip·i·ty\ˌser-ən-ˈdi-pə-tē\:
    The faculty or phenomenon of finding valuable or agreeable things not sought for; also: an instance of this

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    Chapters:
    10/?
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    "How'd you lose your arm, Evan?"

     

    What happens when Evan Hansen finds himself in another game, being woken up by the one and only Connor Murphy? The same person who had been thought to be dead for a year.

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    English
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    2,237
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    6
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    48

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