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    Story of young omega Dean, journey of a young man that learns to accept who he really is even though his dad taught him to hate this, journey of growth and in the end finding true love.

    It will be destiel but not yet, I'll update when.

    Be patient ❤

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    Everything goes wrong for Dean all at once, and he's stranded in unfamiliar territory, abandoned by John and unable to get to Sam-- and they're not looking up, as he fails to hustle enough for a bus ticket to Stanford. The last thing he expects is for an unlikely savior to come pluck him out of the life, maybe once and for all.

    Cas doesn't exactly come with a picket fence... but something about the dorky little weirdo who asks to buy him a burger has Dean feeling things he never made room for before.

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    18-year-old Dean moves in with Bobby Singer to become an apprentice mechanic. To help supliment his income he takes on a part time job at the Holy Perk, owned by one Gabriel Shurley. Dean, however, quickly finds himself drawn to another worker at the coffee shop - Gabriel's younger brother and college student Castiel.

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    Castiel has moved to town with his twins, Belphegor and Jack. Technically they’re his adopted niblings, but they’re still his. They’re going into 10th grade when they run into some issues with some girls who have decided to narrow in on Jack because they are non- binary.

    Through a second chance friendship, Jack and Emma make their dads meet, and there starts the terrible thing all parents have to go through- interaction. While rocky, awkward, and terribly uncomfortable at first, it quickly snowballs into a strong bond that leads to other things.

    However, as with all relationships, there are several hurdles and hoops to jump, the biggest being the self-destruction these two both struggle with.

    Through thick and thin, joy and sorrow, Castiel and Dean try to make things work in any way they can, try not to hurt each other at the expense of their own heart, breaking both their hearts several times. The question is- will it all be worth it in the end?

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    Dean finally tells Castiel what happened to him when he was a kid. Cas comforts him.
    Trigger warning for past physical abuse and a brief moment of self harm. Take care of yourself.

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    Dean Winchester, rising star in the music industry, holds secrets that he has fought to protect behind his well-fortified walls. But what could he possibly have to complain about right? He's successful, young, good looking and has a bright future in the showbiz world ahead of him, he should be grateful. He should be happy. Shouldn't he?

    Enter, Castiel Novak, one of the best writers for Rolling Stone Magazine who has been assigned to write an article about the young, new musician that has taken the world by storm. Forced to follow him around, and get a behind-the-scenes look of who the real Dean Winchester really is once the spotlight goes out, Castiel isn't remotely prepared to find, let alone become enamoured with what lies beyond the public image the singer plays up for his audience and fans.
    But will either of them be strong enough to face their demons and conquer their fears to find happiness in the arms of each other?

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    I randomly waxed poetic about Dean, even though I dislike him a lot of the time. Basically, Dean's journey and how he discovers he's bisexual.

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    It all starts when John leaves them at Bobby's, a simple action that will lead to a whirlwind of change. Through familial relationships and friendships, Sam and Dean will learn how to heal from their childhoods. But not without a dose of weird to even things out. A notebook in the woods, secrets, deception, an angel with a rebellious streak (and an army of angels out to get him or support him), portals, a prophecy to be fulfilled (and the pains that come with it), prophetic dreams, and a monster out to get them. This is a wild ride; rest assured.

    The playlist for the song titles will be in the author's note, along with ciphers.

    Will update whenever.

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    All Dean Winchester knows is repression. At no time in his life has he ever felt safe to explore his attraction to other men. He has all but convinced himself that it doesn't exist--that heterosexuality is the only option. But try to deny it as he might, Castiel's presence in the bunker is a mounting reminder that he will never be the man his father wanted him to be. He doesn't know how much longer he can keep the charade...or even if he wants to anymore.

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    Dean told Sam that he went to prison, and has been there for the past two years. But where has he really been?

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    Dad always said that family was important. They didn’t have a lot of family, the Winchester men, so they had to stick together. That was part of the rules Dean lived his life by: shoot first, ask questions later. Watch out for Sammy. Winchesters had to stick together.
    But what about when the rules contradicted each other? Which rule was more important: family sticking together or watching out for Sam?

     

    When Dean turns eighteen, he’s forced to make a decision that will change the course of Sam and Dean’s life.

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    Dean wasn't able to divulge much of anything to Sam, or Jack. He isn't sure what has him in the dark, in the Impala, driving to Sioux Falls. Somethin' in the back of his mind is telling him that he needs to talk to somebody, but of course the home that was Bobby isn't. Isn't a home, anymore. He could go, still; to the guy's resting place, but knows he won't.

    There's too much guilt. He can't.

    Still doesn't think he's gotten over that. He probably won't, there are some things that just...stick.

    But he recalls being told who makes a mean plate of chowder and who'd be happy to talk. And ...well another one of the things that sticks, he knows he's got to see Claire and be the one to tell her, tell her what happened. Whether or not she'll care and how much.

    Dean has to do that. And maybe, hell. Maybe he can talk. Everything's different, right? Maybe he can explain about ...Cas. That he was good. Or at least, he tried. He wasn't a monster, not - not the way Dean is, he knows.

    (Or, Dean talks to Jody and more importantly, Claire and finds out not just about how she really feels but that, surprisingly, he deserves a chance to be happy too.

    But can he? Really and truly?)

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    His mom had told him about Sioux Falls before she died. She said her brother lived there and maybe they would go meet him after the new baby was born. It was one of the only memories he still had about her. He held onto it.

    Go to Sioux Falls, South Dakota. Find Robert Campbell. Pray he would be loving like his mother was and would help them find a place. And they would finally have a good life.

    He had made his escape plan long ago, when he was still a little kid. After Sam was born, Dean would tell him stories about how one day they were going to go there and would be happy and free.

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    Jessie Winchester was happily (mostly) retired. She had her own shop of horrors and was working on herself. Or something. The last thing she needed was another apocalypse, but since when did the universe ask her permission? Cue a tired Winchester fighting the good fight and getting the attention of a certain team of superheroes. Nothing could go wrong for a Winchester, right?

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    Destiel High School AU:

    For six years, Dean Winchester has tried over and over to get his revenge on the one man who ruined everything for him. And that man is one Castiel James Novak. Typically Dean's schemes are harmless and immature, but not today. Today Dean's plot will finally make Castiel feel the same way Dean did on that unfortunate day six years back.

    As expected, Dean's revenge plan executes flawlessly. Now all that's left is to sit back, relax and watch Castiel's life spiral downwards. That's what revenge is all about.

    ... Right?

    Correct Answer: NOPE! Life is a bitch 99% of the time! It never goes the way you plan it, but sometimes it does go the way you need it.

    This time life takes Dean and Castiel on a rollercoaster ride full of twists, turns, drama, parties, hookups, feelings, and, oh yeah, homework. But hey, that's just high school.

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    Dean has always tried his best to raise Sam while their Dad's dragged them across the country, from hunt to hunt. He learns the hard way that monsters don't always look like monsters, and evil can't always be warded off with salt and iron. He'll do anything to protect his brother, but something strange is going on with Sammy. The more he digs, the more helpless he is to do anything about it.

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    John Winchester dies with a gun in his hand and Mary’s ring on his finger, and he doesn’t go quiet. He is 51, his son 26, and watching with morbid fascination, entrails strewn across freshly mowed grass, carnage black against the green. The police do not come for his body, because somewhere, the same son buries a box filled with dirt and bones and blood, voice scratchy and eyes wide. John has not seen his youngest in 4 years.
    John Winchester dies June 2nd, 2005, no longer recognizable. This first time, it only lasts 2 hours.

    aka: Supernatural where Jessica Moore lives and Dean sells his soul a little early.

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    “The twin star will rise again,
    when the shadow born in light,
    meets the light, that lives in shadow,
    when brightness embraces darkness,
    when the night becomes bright day,
    then is united, what once was separated.
    Then the sinner is redeemed,
    then the evil will give way.”

    There’s this very old prophecy almost every elf has forgotten about.
    And what does it has to do with the Shadow, assassin of the Queen of the Dark Elves or the young Light Elf, who he just met?

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    Castiel is a bored librarian and Dean Winchester is, well, he’s something, that’s for sure.

    When Dean wanders into the Pontiac Public Library on a hot summer day, Castiel figures that’ll be the first and last time he sees him. But Dean keeps showing up, sometimes bruised, other times angry, but he’s there, and that’s enough for Castiel.

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    Canon divergent fic where human!Cas meets hunter!Dean before he goes to find Sam at Stanford.

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    When Castiel unexpectedly falls and becomes human, he looks to Dean for help. Dean shows him what it means to be human while discovering it for himself post-Hell. Dean takes time to heal from his trauma, struggling to find a way to be happy again, while Cas has to learn that he is loved even without his powers. They help each other on the journey of healing while falling for each other and working cases.
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    Tw// PTSD from Dean’s trauma in Hell and childhood. Flashbacks will have some uncomfortable and/or abusive moments between Dean and John. Self harm. Alcoholism. Symptoms of PTSD and depression, but no one dies. Please take care of yourself, and don't read if you think this will hurt you.
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    This takes place circa season 5, but I won't be referencing much of the Michael and Lucifer stuff. Mainly just about the timeline where Dean recently got out of Hell and Cas is a traitor to Heaven.

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    Chapters:
    9/?
    Comments:
    18
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    73
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    12
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