to dwell inside a body
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oh, these are real things by typefortydeductions
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
27 Sep 2020
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“Hey, Lan Zhan,” he says, after a while “why do you like it? Why do you want me to cry, I mean?”
Lan Zhan’s ears go bright red, an immediate, suffused flush, and Wei Ying cackles, pokes his arm.
“If I have to talk about it, so do you!”
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Wei Ying cries during sex for the first time, and doesn't know quite what to think. They keep trying, and keep talking, and learn a lot about how best to love each other in the process.
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- Part 1 of to dwell inside a body
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follow the light northwest by typefortydeductions
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
13 Oct 2020
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Wei Ying works through how he feels about his body, and what that means for his relationship with Lan Zhan. As it turns out, mostly good things.
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Huiasang raises a wry eyebrow. “Three days ago you sent me a text that said, and I quote ‘Maybe not cis?? Alarm emoji, crying laughing emoji, knife emoji. Are you around this week dw if not!!’ which is. Pretty much all the context I’m working off here. That, and the fact that you like to say pussy in bed. And my accumulated knowledge of you over the past 15 years of our lives, during which time you have become one of my top three cis people. I gotta warn you, the trans category is a lot more competitive.”
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- Part 2 of to dwell inside a body
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see a flashlight cutting through by typefortydeductions
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
08 Nov 2020
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In their first year of marriage, Wei Ying and Lan Zhan learn and grow and form the family they've always dreamed of.
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At 1.30pm, Wei Ying locks himself in a toilet cubicle at work and, very quietly, has a panic attack. The claustrophobia has been mounting all day -- has been mounting, if he's honest, since he returned from leave with pictures of A-Yuan and, apparently, the final key to making his family comprehensible to his co-workers. He was married, and he had a kid, and so he was just like them, cloyingly right and check-boxed and he couldn't breathe, couldn't breathe for the questions they kept asking him, for the way they kept looking at him, approving and like… like they understood him. Like he made sense.
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- Part 3 of to dwell inside a body
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if i could say what i want to say by typefortydeductions
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
24 Nov 2020
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Cleaned-up twitter fills from the Dwell verse.
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- Part 4 of to dwell inside a body
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the world at bay by typefortydeductions
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
10 Dec 2020
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Lan Zhan’s voice is blurring into sleep again, his grip getting more lax. He lifts one of his hands, and brings it to Wei Ying’s mouth, tapping at his lips. Wei Ying opens it immediately, automatically, and lets Lan Zhan slip two fingers into his mouth: not as much of a stretch as Wei Ying is used to, but still a comforting fullness.
“Sleep now,” Lan Zhan says, settling them so that Wei Ying can rest his head on Lan Zhan’s chest, tilted so that he won’t choke on Lan Zhan’s fingers when he falls asleep. “Good boy. No more nightmares.”
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- Part 5 of to dwell inside a body
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I open my mouth in the mirror by typefortydeductions
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
11 Jan 2021
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“I asked for this, A-Ying, all those years ago, and you have given it to me. You have given me so much.”
“But what if it’s not enough?”
Lan Zhan traces his thumb over Wei Ying’s spine, and keeps watching him, studying whatever humiliating battle is playing out on Wei Ying’s face.
“Oh,” he says, softly.
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Lan Zhan and Wei Ying navigate parenthood and the realities of maintaining a marriage whilst also being exhausted all the time, deeply worried about repeating your parents' mistakes, and consistently tragically horny.
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- Part 6 of to dwell inside a body